If you are my Facebook friend, you know that I've recently made some lifestyle changes. I re-joined Weight Watchers in March. I finally hit that "I'm-so-gross-I-need-to-do-something-about-my-weight-and-the-way-I-feel" point. I started on March 8 at 237.6 pounds. That might be the heaviest I've ever weighed. On April 12, I hit the 5% weight loss goal and weighed in at 223.4 pounds. On July 19, I hit the 10% and 25 pound goal and weighed 212.2 pounds. As of August 23, I'm holding steady at 27 pounds gone, leaving me at 210.6 pounds. It's coming off slowly, but that's the best way. I'm making positive changes in food choices, though sometimes it's hard. I enjoy food, sometimes too much. I try not to let it control me though. Anyhow, that's what's been happening on the weight loss front.
I've also decided to start distance running. Yep, me who thinks running is pointless. Well, I've decided that it's kinda fun. I'm trying to use a Couch to 5K program on my iPhone, but I don't like it so far. I'm figuring out the best strategy. I think after next weekend, I need to refocus my effort. Why next weekend? Because on September 8th, I'm running (walking) my first ever 5K. I'm participating in the Back to Football 5K sponsored by Ochsner and the Saints. I'm actually pretty excited. I'll have to be up really early, considering registration starts at 5:30AM and the race starts at 7:30AM. I'll probably walk this one mostly, but I do want to run them eventually. My distance running goals are to be competitive in 5Ks, run the Crescent City Classic, a 10K, and then in probably 2014, run the Rock & Roll Half Marathon. We'll see how it goes. That guy I married said he might start training with me. That would be fun.
On a personal front, I think he and I have decided to stick with mother nature, meaning we're most likely only going to go oral fertility drugs for one more round. We meet with the doctor later this month. We're both tired of trying. Some marriages have ended dealing with what we're dealing with. We're trying to stay positive and deal with what life hands us. If we do fertility again, it won't be til after the new year. It makes no sense to try earlier considering his work schedule. We're not taking adoption off the menu. Beginning the adoption process has been frustrating to say the least. It seems just about anyone can have a baby naturally, but when you have fertility issues and want a child and want to use adoption, it's like an act of congress to get it done. You have to take classes, home study, and have your home visited and inspected. But before you can do that, you have to go to orientation. Orientation is monthly, however, it seems that every time there's a class, hubs is on nights. It seems like his job doesn't want us to have a family. I honestly think that. Most of the times I'm ovulating, he's working nights, and by the time he gets home in the morning, I'm walking out the door to work. The one time we did conceive, he wasn't supposed to be home. However, he was sent home by his boss. And we all know how that turned out.
It seems that I should be "over it" now that it's been 3 years, but I'm not. I don't think you ever get over something like that. Although, it surprises me how bitter I can be about it. I'll just leave it at that.
Okay, I think that's enough for now. I've got work to do, and it won't do itself. Until next time, take care, y'all.